August 28, 2002

Today I turn 43

Today I turn 43. This year it seems like just another number…in all ways but one. I still want to be a mom. I’m trying to tell myself that I still have plenty of time. I feel young. I act young (too much at times?). I see myself as young even as the numbers increase. And, what is a number? Aren’t we really what we believe we are?

So, I will breathe, relax, and go forward. From this point on, every day I will make a small step toward parenthood, even if it’s just making small mental shifts.

And I will stay young.

Posted by paula at August 28, 2002 08:29 AM | TrackBack
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